Discouraged

I was doing SO well with not vomiting, until last night. I ended up not feeling well so I headed up to bed like every other night. I am still get motion sickness when I am up and moving so by the time I made it to our bedroom, I lost my dinner :( I did not quite have enough time to make it to the toilet so most of it ended up in my sink-YUCK! Thanks to my awesome husband who came up with the draino and cleaned it up for me.
Also, I received a letter from our insurance company saying that the pump is medically necessary, however Matria is an out of network provider and it could result in significant out of pocket expenses. Looks like I will be calling our insurance company today. Wish me luck!